broken souls

learning to trust

irresponsible? not trustworthy? unreliable?

the chamber wasbroken in

broken bonds, broken hearts, broken promises, broken souls

i could never understand his unique wonderfully created mind,
he's always in his own imagination,
in his own world,
in his wonderland,
how i wish i could go into his mind and have a closer look
his simple carefree mind is so tender and vulnerable
as time passed by
media, presure, maturing.. took his purity away,took his young vibrant soul away
kept splashing dark ink covering the real truth


Father,i ask you to bring him back,
give him all the comforts that he really needs
give him the courage to take up the next step
give him the love that he desires
give him a sense of purpose
give him his identity

holiday!

i cant believe my holiday is endng so quick!
i really really dun wanna go bac to PLC! thr's so much pressure ova thr!! add on its the last yr of high sku,
with extra stress, and extra stuff to do!!! ahhh!! I AM SUPA 100% STRESS NOW!!
i dun understand how sis n all the others could handle all these!
right now im blogging upstairs all alone in this empty house.. have no idea whether is anyone downstairs
maybe theres someone robbing..moving all the furnitures without me knowing..ohwell..*random*
so much work havent been finish! so much things to be done!

let me get on my feet again, put on the mask, put on that mascara, U Go Girl! and trust upon Christ who will strengthen me!
though its hard to believe, and trust, but we have to learn to do it.


anyways..according to ling, we only hav 18days left! ahhh


holiday was awesome! met up with old frens that i really dun wanna loose! thinking bac to those days when i was still in CHS...
wat if i never left that place?
wat if i stayed on and never left malaysia?
wat if my family like other families migrated to aus...
im really glad and grateful that i made the right choice
but sometimes i began to wonder, which sides do i really belong to..



i love u all!!!