this morning at 8.02am I got a phone call.

"hello... [super sleepy tired exhausted mode]"

hi, how are you?

HELLO? WHO IS THIS? WHAT DO YOU WANT?

hi i'm ~xxc=h~[too blur in the morning]

WAT? CANT HEAR U?

I'm your secret admirer.

OOH, HI. WHAT DO YOU WANT?

....speaking gibberish.....

WHAT?

....speaking gibberish....

OK...erm..nice talking to you, but i cant hear a thing u said, i gtg..have a nice day.

i have no idea why did i picked up that call, and i had no idea why did i talked to that person for so long..it was kinda freaky now that i think of it.
but poor guy he probs feeling lonely and doesn't have anything to do with his life.
but yea, sat down and prayed for that guy that called, hope God will speak to him and send someone into his life and talk to him.

BUDGET ASSIGNMENT IS KILLING ME!

" I can do all things through Christ who gives me STRENGTH!"

I am so broke!!! seriously! i only can spend $4.oo maximum per week!


I really wanna go home!
i really wanna go shopping!! but when i look at my bank account, and saw there are not much left, i feel so left out. How come there are somebody who could spend so much for themselves, and yet there are people who has nothing to spend at the same time.


Anyways...i am watching this video with Bo right next to me..it took me forty minutes to type this out.
Back to the video, its about this girl being bullied by others in school, and how the girls are so bitchy and the other people in class can't do anything...and the head of the bitchy group has a bf from the real mafia...and it took me an hour to type this...BO! u r so distracting!!!

I totally FLUNKED Chemistry!

this time there is not a minute of doubt, all the question that i did, less than half of them, i did wrong. 

I am not kidding here, there is this random thought in my head as i walked out of the exam hall, why dint i try to break my finger, arm or leg? then they might spare me some extra time, just right for me to check my answers and correct them.

When i encounter Q2 in Section B, i got stuck, the minute i got stuck, Jessie's face popped out from no where, and seeing her writing down all the answers. how i wish i could just lean over and have a look at what she's doing. As another hard question pops out, Jessie's face kept popping out in my mind! and thats annoying!  Sorry Jessie if you are reading this.

I really wanna give up, when i know there's no hope doing it anymore, whats the whole point of doing this, if  i know i am going to get a F for it. Whats the whole entire idea of doing this when i know, my dad won't allow me to do anything relating to science. What's the use of continuing when i know, i suck at chem??

ohwell, worse comes to worse, Thank God i am not alone.