Saturday, August 16, 2008

my perfect day


i miss the sunny days with blue sky and beautiful clouds.
I want time to spend with my close ones.

I wanna be free, and hopefully one day i will be able to leap and jump without any
burden

Thursday, August 7, 2008

God has a plan for me!

Uni applications, VTAC applications, Scholarships, student residential, Uni courses, ENTER Score!

All these things are freaking my lung out.
Will i get through this? 
What will happen if i never make it?
Is melbourne uni still available for me ?
What if the course that i want to do isn't the right thing for me?
Am i doing this for my parents or for me?

clearly i am not any of those who are blessed with brilliant brains, with great intelligence born with my brain, never played a single music instrument, never get a chance to use the left brain. clearly i do not have 99.95 secure in my hands.
With my less developed brain, short fingers i have doubt of myself. 

However, 
"I am beautifully and wonderfully created by the most high God, with a purpose for my life."
"God is with me, who will go against me?"
God has a road, a path built for me, and i am walking down with God!
When things seems dark and gloomy, i have to remind myself that i am not alone. 

Seriously i am not alone, just when i wanted to cry, i have a friend to talk to,
just when i need God's help, God you sent me Steph and Taya.
They are the most gorgeous person u would ever met! They are like angels to me!

To the people out there who feel like u r just a normal person with not that many special talent,
its ok to be normal
you may think you are normal now, you better change the way you think,
because you are not like any other person,
you are special and wonderfully made!
its just that your secret talent is still immature, when its fully developed, you will shine like a star no, no, you will shine like a sun! and impacting people lives, giving warmth and joy to people! You will be so bright that no one will miss you!
You ARE AWESOME!!!!

Saturday, August 2, 2008

17 weeks left till VCE!!

omgoodness-freaky-germinal-galvani- graphs!!!

I am so not ready!
MONASH UNI OPEN DAY, here i come!