FAIL

"Girls, time to stop writing and hand in your paper."

This is the time when most students will be panicking and hoping that the time will never be here. When the last second of the test, i forced myself to stop writing and make myself to hand in the worst paper that i ever did. and there is Stephanie who was talking to the teacher how well she did. and there was me half tearing running away from the cold room of despair.

the expectations from parents, the pressures from myself, the need of getting a pass for my test, crushed my soul. walking up that hill to success is not easy and they often makes you cry. There are so many people who can afford the chairlift and make it to the top. and there are people who are gifted with great talents where they could achieve anything in anything. And lastly there are the loser gang. and guess wat, i fit perfectly in this group especially when i'm talking about chemistry.

anyway, it was pretty depressing yesterday, and as i expected, when we got back my test today, i trashed it.


NO MORE SLACKING!
NO MORE EATING JUNK!
NO MORE SOCIALIZING DURING STUDY TIME!!
100% ON CHEM N ECO N MM N ESL N HHD!!
THE FUTURE IS IN GOD'S HANDS,BUT IT DEPENDS ON ME TO SHAPE IT!!!